his slow suicide

see how he crumbles

into dust, this man made 

of stone

 

see the years erode his face,

wearing away

his show of strength

 

until he is flesh and bone

just like the rest

of us

 

who knew

more bone; flesh having given

way to wine

 

cups and cups of wine; he calls

goblets and guzzles

 

beads of grey sweat 

on his facsimile of skin,

above his quivering lip

beads of wine

 

But he roars still, imagines himself

thunder

when he’s been mouse all along

 

hiding in the holes 

of his childhood memories

 

and then scurrying away from us

Always, this man

running

 

never finding a version

of his life

he can accept

 

and his tears now fall

into the cavity

which used to hold a heart

 

wearing down what is left

until

there’s only chalk outline