I will not let you in
I’m done with wearing
this vulnerable skin
I’m done with being
some fragile skeleton
Instead
I’ll become the ghost of your
ghosts
I’ll imprint memories of us
until whether you’re asleep
or awake
my name
is on your lips
my image burned into your eyes
So that we both suffer
from this disease
and we’re both contagious
and volatile
and crashing
Because it’s your fault
I was careless
I trusted that you would know
when I wasn’t safe
when I was afraid
of misstepping
and having to leap out of the way
of your indifference
I trusted that you would know
when you no longer loved me
and that you would say it
instead of keeping me prisoner